Damn, it Feels like a Monday

My mind keeps telling me no ...but my body is telling me yes....(RKelly) My first day back on my grind...and I feel like WTF am I doing here?? But it's my 9 to 5 and I really need to live and pay these bills - ahhhhhhhhh well! Actually this doesn't help me with all of the bills but it feeds my boys. I want so bad to be on stage again and feel the mic, hear the laughter and most importantly reap the benefits! I am so very patient though, and trust I'm gonna do the damn thang. I'm going to put all my energy and strength on this goal to live my dreams. I hope this motivates you. I need to do a few more things in my life before I reach my goal so I'm going to focus and work - damn it feels like Monday - to make sure I does it! But on a brighter tip, I laugh a lot more at shit, rather than just holding in pent up anger. I am realizing, especially today, that shit is not really that serious people...it's a JOB and somebody has to do it! I will be doing stand up at WiseGuys tonight in Syracuse at 7pm just in case you want to laugh at shit with me! Who is coming??? Until next people: keep reading and I'll keep posting....smooches....